Saturday, 29 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #15

     he looked at me confused "its you who didn't let me explain, you just jumped to conclusion and went straight into another guy's arms! AlJazi is my cousin Zain..."

     i looked at him shocked, confused, you name it. mixed emotions that i cant explain. when suddenly everything went BLACK.

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NOBODY'S POV:
   
     Sara(Zain's mom), Mansoor(Zain's dad), mayyar(zain's sis), 5aled(mayyar's husband), 3bdalla, Faye, and Reema were all sitting around Zain's bed in the hospital room just praying that she wakes up after her coma that lasted 3 weeks and 2 days. well all of you are confused so let me tell you the basics you need to know... When Zain blacked out after hearing the news from Fahad she fell but before hitting the ground she hit her head to one of the chairs that were in the theater room really hard that she got into a coma, Fahad carried her to his car and took her to the hospital quick then called 3bdlla and told him that he FOUND his sister on the floor of the screening room after watching a movie.

     Yes, Fahad is still madly in love with Zain and he thinks all this is his fault and he will never forgive himself until she wakes up! He visits every now and then since he didn't want to disturb the family by visiting everyday he just goes to the reception everyday to ask about her state and hears the same old crushing words "I'm sorry but she hasn't woken up yet..." and goes back home and locks himself in his room and stays there alone he hasn't even gone to collage for the past three weeks ever since the accident.

     back to Zains room. everybody is in a depressing state. Faye and Reema have been secretly skipping school to stay with Zain. 3bdlla also has been skipping collage. her mom and dad 3alla 7a6at'hum ma ti7arikaw min their seats. mayyar has been visiting everyday even though she was 7 months pregnant now, and her hubby comes from time to time depending on his work...

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Zain's POV:

     I can hear crying and whispering. i slowly opened my eyes to find myself in a white room and im somehow in the middle of it sitting in a white bed and people around me and wires connected me to a machine. i needed water so i sat up straight and everyone was just staring at me shocked and a boy quickly ran out of the room i was confused why, but im still very thirsty i took the water bottle next to me and drank it and as soon as i put it down this woman came and hugged me while crying her eyes out and saying "el7imdella... il7emdella ya raby raja3tly bnayty" i quickly backed off and said "meen inty??! shtabeen feeny?!"

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3bdlla's POV:

     as soon as me and the doctor came in i heard Zain tell my mom "meen inty??! shtabeen feeny?!" WTF!?? no, no, no, no plz say its a joke. I quickly went to her and said "Zain, 7beebty ma tit'thakereen ay a7ad hena? walla ana? o5ooch elly 3umra marifa'9lach 6alab! Zayoon ballah mi9a5a yalla 3ad..." she was looking at me like i was a freak and said "ana ma3indy o5o?" and right at that moment a tear fell out of my eye. i haven't cried for years and now she comes and forgets me, her own brother! its just too much to take in. i looked back to find my mom as shocked as i was. i looked back at the doctor who was looking at the devices next to Zain "whats wrong doc?" he looked at me and said "this is just temporary amnesia its very normal with patients with her case, this will stay for a maximum of 8 months"

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Zain's POV:

      as soon as the doctor said that i asked him for privacy and he said okay and lead the people outside! its hard to take in. O5OOCH-BNAYTY-AMNESIA its too much! i don't remember anything from my past! i am now free from all the wires and i started walking around the huge hospital room i found one huge blue orchids and white roses gift bouquet:
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*Flashback*:

     i was sitting on a huge rock next to a lake writing in a tiny black notebook and this tall HOT guy walks up behind me and kisses my cheek and sits next to me holding a bouquet:
     i took it quickly and hugged him saying "7beeby Fahoody shloon 3iraft iny a7ib ell white roses and blue orchids, a7ebeck, a7ebek" as i was letting go he said "A3shegech!" and kissed me, a peck on the lips to be exact! i giggled shyly and thanked him again.

*End of Flashback*

     i sat on the chair thinking (WHO IS FAHOODY? WHY WERE WE KISSING? WHAT WAS THAT PLACE NEAR THE LAKE?) i looked at the chair next to me to find a phone and looked to see the display picture as me and one of the girls that were in my room today wearing very similar red dresses!

*Flashback*:
     
     me and one of the girls were sitting on the sofa wearing the cutest dresses ever:
     i was all dressed up in:


     and the girl next to me was wearing:

     i screamed my lungs out saying "Fayoo w way3a binti2a5ar 3ala 3irs mayaroo, bitithba7na" she came down saying "inzain latzineen kany yaya"
 
  and she came down wearing this:


     we all laughed at our typical similarities and then i said to the other girl "Reemoo 9awreena" we took pictures and left...

     *End of Flashback*

     i quickly ran outside and found the people i saw earlier who are apparently my family and pulled the two girls into the room without saying a word... i pointed at the girls phone and said "malich 9a7?" she shook her head indicating a yes i quickly opened it to see the picture ya3ny inty Faye" and then pointed at the girl next to her saying "w inty Reema 9a7?" they looked at me surprised and quickly hugged me i hugged back and they asked me how i remembered and told the about the too visions i had and they laughed when i said visions and said that they were flashbacks because they are memories then they told me about Fahad and what i told them that i needed to call him they gave me my phone and they went to contacts and went to the FAHOODII<3 button and called he answered saying while gasping i can tell he was surprised:

Fahad: "Zain!!?"




























-S

Tuesday, 25 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #14

IT WAS RASHID!! DANCING WITH ANOTHER BLOND GIRL!!!!
     i mean what is he doing here? did Reema know about this? Does he come here often? he was grinding her until he saw me! he stopped and started staring! my eyes started to tear!!



what the hell is he doing here with HER?

     I quickly turned around and ran out crying. Reema was right behind me. he was about to follow me but that blond bitch didn't let him, she pulled him into one of the rooms! Was he fuck'en playing with me! did he really mean it when he said he loved me! i should have known he would do this, just like his brother! I mean how am i supposed to learn how to love if u get hurt so many times :( i called my driver told Reema to enjoy her time and left i opened my journal and wrote this:

You never know
You can never tell
If the guy u love
Has really felt

The love you give
The life he takes
You will end up with
The same old mistakes

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

Weather he was
Your first, second, or third
He will be a memory
Unlike your last love bird

He makes you feel
Like the only one
But does he do that
To another hun

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You hold on
He lets go instead
You want him to stay
But he's a disappointment

He breaks your heart
You have the right to be crushed
But you can't stay like that
Life has many others to trust

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You love another
He does the same
Until you find
The perfect soul-mate

Your life depends on you
Your heart, and your brain
You can't go ahead
Thinking his sources were main

Love is the answer
To all your troubles
But if it's not meant to be
You better be careful

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
Oooooooooh

You never forget him...

((TRUE FACT: IF I GET MOODY AND REMEMBER STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST I RIGHT SONGS, AND I WROTE THIS ONES WHICH IS KINDA RELATED TO THE STORY SO...))

     i stayed in my room for the rest of the day, he kept calling but i ignored him... So this is how it feels to actually love some one but loose them well let me tell you IT SUCKS AS HELL i cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morning with a major headache!

     Reema called and told me to come over with no exceptions she already called my mom and she agreed -.-'' i wasn't in the mood for anything so i wore this:


     i didn't even put make-up or anything, i didn't comb my hair i just tied it into a ponytail. i quickly said goodbye to my mom so she wont criticize my clothing and went out to the driver's car but he was busy so i had to go with 3bdlla. great. i climbed into the car and he started the car without even talking i guess he was in a bad mood to, good no talking, so i wont get the erg to cry. i just sat there staring out the window. we arrived and he only said "Yalla wi9alna" i just shook my head as in OK and thanked him and entered the house. I went straight to her room and just sat on the sofa waiting for her to finish showering or peeing, i don't really care okay.

     She suggested we eat breakfast out so we went and turns out she had a date and i was her cover :) just great... so i told her i would watch a movie till she's done and she said okay, i went and chose the first movie i found and it was Jab Tak Hai Jaan and Indian movie about An ex-army man, leading a double life in London, that must choose between his wife and muse.i was crying through most of the movie, not because the movie was sad but because i was really depressed, why did he get jealous at times if he was cheating on me at other? or was he just acting for me to believe the act? this is fucking messed up!

    when the movie ended i headed to the exit but right as i was about to leave i remembered that i forgot my phone. i turned around with my red puffy eyes and a tissue in my hand ready to walk back in and i took my phone heading out but i couldn't see clearly form my teary eyes so i bumped into a guy and was about to fall but i help on to his shirt and he held me by holding my waist. i wiped my tears straightened myself looked up to find Fahad just as shocked as i was looking into my eyes. i had flashbacks and remembered all the good times we had. i had to pour my heart out i can't handle this so all i said was. "Why? first you now your brother? whats wrong with your fuck'en family ha?"

     he looked at me confused "its you who didn't let me explain, you just jumped to conclusion and went straight into another guy's arms! AlJazi is my cousin Zain..."

     i looked at him shocked, confused, you name it. mixed emotions that i cant explain. when suddenly everything went BLACK.

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hope u enjoyed it...and to the people who asked, me and the other S are still friends ;D ind she is NOT a friend she is a SISTER.. luv you sis ;*

-S

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #13

BEFORE I  BEGIN I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO @MusicToMyEars__ SHE IS AMAZING HER BLOG IS AMAZING EVERYTHING THAT IS RELATED TO HER IS AMAZING!!!!! AND I LOVE YOU BERRY!
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     I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing i picked it up without seeing the caller ID and said:

Zain: Alo?

............: Agolach a7ibich tashredeen! it'hideen 7abeeb elgalb Fahood w itroo7een 7ag his brother Rashid! I saw him dropping you off at Reema's last night! shno intay lazem itga63een galby! tara btw i still love you and if you dont leave Rashid i will tell everyone about it!! you have 5 days! TICK TOCK....

     I closed the phone and started crying when i remembered what happened yesterday! what the f*ck was i thinking!!!!  i was half naked and so was he, it could have been worse! but the worse thing of all is that i enjoyed it and i actually want more i actually want to do it again!

     Reema woke up from the sound of me crying and she started trying to calm me down. after i calmed down i told her what happened last night, but what surprised was that she wasn't shocked it was as if she new this would happen!

Me: Whats wrong?

Reema: Ummm... Zooz i have to tell you something...

Me: Shfeech?!

Reema: Umm... im kinda like that too...

Me: What do you mean??!

Reema: I mean.. umm.. like i go i date guys, i go dancing with them and stuff, but dont worry i dont drink or smoke!

Me: Shit... u thing by saying dont worry i dont bla bla your gonna lessen your wrongs! we need to fix this!

Reema: i tried! and i cant! zain if you try it once you will get addicted to it!

Me: is it that good?

Reema: Yeah! i swear! i will take you today and you can see!

Me: but...

Reema: no buts.. your coming with me!

Me: but I...

Reema: i said no buts, end of discussion!

     So as i said i totally forgot about the phone call. Reema gave me a dress and i wore:



 Reema wore:

     and so Reema told her parent we were going to one of her friends birthday party, but she lied we were going to THE APARTMENT! i never even thought there would be people like that in Qatar!!!! when we arrived i couldn't believe my eyes half the apartment was filled with Qatari boys grinding girls, i mean wow! all they did here was dance and have fun (no drinking\no smoking\no f*cking) just fun! i started dancing and i have to admit that this is FUN!!

     all of a sudden reema stopped and froze. she was looking behind me so i turned around and guess who i saw?



















It was...

























RASHID!! DANCING WITH ANOTHER BLOND GIRL!!!!
     i mean what is he doing here? did Reema know about this? Does he come here often? he was grinding her until he saw me! he stopped and started staring! my eyes started to tear!!



what the hell is he doing here with HER?

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sorry if its short but im having alot of fights with my mom lately so wish me luck!


Sunday, 2 December 2012

Cyber Love: Chapter #12

Rashid: Zain inty leel7een it 7ibeena?

Zain: A..Ana.... Akeed ma7iba, bas illy sawa feeny mu shway ya Rashid, its like all those good memories ended with the worst memory i ever had *tearing up*

     Rashid HUGGED ME bas chethy mara wa7da! i hugged him back and started crying silently on his sholder. i know its wrong but i really needed this hug.

((OK ZAIN YOU HAVE TO DO THIS! FOR RASHID! FOR YOUR DIGNITY! FOR YOU!!!))

     I slowly backed away from Rashid's hug not wanting to let go and DID IT! BRACELET OFF! that was a relaxing thing its like taking a huge weight off my chest. but its what i did next was what shocked me. i walked out of the car still not in view of who ever was in the garden but i could see him clearly! i walked into the garden Rashid was right behind me looking more shocked than ever. i walked up to Fahad who was sitting on the grass and threw the bracelet on him!

Zain: Thank you!

Fahad: For what? *confused*

Zain: For everything! you gave me good memories in a matter of fact they were great but most of all thank you for giving me that horrible memory that helped me become a better person than who i used to be and to realize that i was blind enough to live those years with you!


Rashid: YEARS!


Zain: ee Rashid o5ook ga9 3alay w li3ab eb masha3ry 7ag 3 YEARS!!


Fahad: almost three years!


Zain: pathetic! *i turned around to walk away but he held on to my wrist and i shook his hand off*


Zain: What!


Fahad: I'm sorry!


Zain: It's good to know you actually have feelings!


Fahad: i really am! Zain i love you!

Zain: Well i dont! *and i walk off feeling as proud as ever*


     as soon as i turned around i found that Rashid had a HUGE smile on his face indicating that he heard what i just said.


Rashid: A7ibich <3

Zain: Ana akthar <<33

     we went to his car and went to the private beach villa he got us for the night (don't think wrong it doesn't even have a room!) we walked in and it was amazing! the floor was filled with red rose petals and there were candles everywhere and at the beach there was a table set for two and there was slow romantic music in the background of all this. I LOVE HIM!!!

     he escorted me to the outside table and pulled out my seat AWWW SUCH A GENTLEMAN!!!!!!!!! we ate messed around and then...

Rashid: Yallah lets swim!

Zain: i would love to but i didn't bring any cloths!

Rashid: Don't worry i talked to Reema and she gave me some cloths for you to pick from!

Zain: OK 8D *im not surprised he talked to Reema they are practically best friends*

Rashid: Yallah! *he gave me the bag and i went to the bathroom to change*


     i opened the bag but only found a swimsuit and a bikini !!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!! im so gonna kill her! these are not even mine i only wear shorts and shirts


Zain: Im not gonna swim!


Rashid: leesh รถ



Zain: i dont wear this! *holding out the bikini and swimsuit*

Rashid: thats what reema gave me!


Zain: *i suddenly had the guts to wear the bikini* fine!

     I went and actually looked good in it! i am god damn ZEGZY! XD i left the bathroom and headed to the swimming pool!Rashid looks so hot in his swim shorts (did i mention he was shirtless! SIX PACK HEAVEN) and Rashid was doing nothing but staring at me!

THE BIKINI LOOKED LIKE THIS:



Zain: Shfeek?



Rashid: your hot!


Zain: chub!



Rashid: inzain yalla 6ubay!


Zain: ok *i jumped in*


     Rashid put his hands around my waist! and pulled me closer, and crashed our bodies together! i could actually feel his dick (ITS HUGE) I ACTUALLY LIKE THE FEELING! THIS FEELS AMAZING! anyways i didn't feel myself put my arms around his neck! our faces were inches away! WE ARE NOW KISSING!!!!! im actually kissing back! this kiss is getting deeper and deeper! until he carried me out of the swimming pool! and put me down on the sofa! he got on top of me and we started kissing more! we kept on tossing and turning until i found myself on him with my hands around his waist while he was sitting on the sofa! 

     the rest of the night we just played games and had fun! then he dropped me off at Reema's and i slept immediately promising Reema to get revenge when i wake up because i was too tired! I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing i picked it up without seeing the caller ID and said:

Zain: Alo

.......................: Agolach a7ibich tashredeen! it'hideen 7abeeb elgalb Fahood w itroo7een 7ag hi brother Rashid! I saw him dropping you off at Reema's last night! shno intay lazem itga63een galby! tara btw i still love you and if you dont leave Rashid i will tell everyone about it!! you have 5 days! TICK TOCK....












-S
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