Cyber Love: Chapter #14

IT WAS RASHID!! DANCING WITH ANOTHER BLOND GIRL!!!!
     i mean what is he doing here? did Reema know about this? Does he come here often? he was grinding her until he saw me! he stopped and started staring! my eyes started to tear!!



what the hell is he doing here with HER?

     I quickly turned around and ran out crying. Reema was right behind me. he was about to follow me but that blond bitch didn't let him, she pulled him into one of the rooms! Was he fuck'en playing with me! did he really mean it when he said he loved me! i should have known he would do this, just like his brother! I mean how am i supposed to learn how to love if u get hurt so many times :( i called my driver told Reema to enjoy her time and left i opened my journal and wrote this:

You never know
You can never tell
If the guy u love
Has really felt

The love you give
The life he takes
You will end up with
The same old mistakes

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

Weather he was
Your first, second, or third
He will be a memory
Unlike your last love bird

He makes you feel
Like the only one
But does he do that
To another hun

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You hold on
He lets go instead
You want him to stay
But he's a disappointment

He breaks your heart
You have the right to be crushed
But you can't stay like that
Life has many others to trust

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh

You love another
He does the same
Until you find
The perfect soul-mate

Your life depends on you
Your heart, and your brain
You can't go ahead
Thinking his sources were main

Love is the answer
To all your troubles
But if it's not meant to be
You better be careful

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

It's easy to like
It's okay to love
But the worst thing is
You never forget

Oh oh ooh oh oh ooh
Oooooooooh

You never forget him...

((TRUE FACT: IF I GET MOODY AND REMEMBER STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST I RIGHT SONGS, AND I WROTE THIS ONES WHICH IS KINDA RELATED TO THE STORY SO...))

     i stayed in my room for the rest of the day, he kept calling but i ignored him... So this is how it feels to actually love some one but loose them well let me tell you IT SUCKS AS HELL i cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morning with a major headache!

     Reema called and told me to come over with no exceptions she already called my mom and she agreed -.-'' i wasn't in the mood for anything so i wore this:

     i didn't even put make-up or anything, i didn't comb my hair i just tied it into a ponytail. i quickly said goodbye to my mom so she wont criticize my clothing and went out to the driver's car but he was busy so i had to go with 3bdlla. great. i climbed into the car and he started the car without even talking i guess he was in a bad mood to, good no talking, so i wont get the erg to cry. i just sat there staring out the window. we arrived and he only said "Yalla wi9alna" i just shook my head as in OK and thanked him and entered the house. I went straight to her room and just sat on the sofa waiting for her to finish showering or peeing, i don't really care okay.

     She suggested we eat breakfast out so we went and turns out she had a date and i was her cover :) just great... so i told her i would watch a movie till she's done and she said okay, i went and chose the first movie i found and it was Jab Tak Hai Jaan and Indian movie about An ex-army man, leading a double life in London, that must choose between his wife and muse.i was crying through most of the movie, not because the movie was sad but because i was really depressed, why did he get jealous at times if he was cheating on me at other? or was he just acting for me to believe the act? this is fucking messed up!

    when the movie ended i headed to the exit but right as i was about to leave i remembered that i forgot my phone. i turned around with my red puffy eyes and a tissue in my hand ready to walk back in and i took my phone heading out but i couldn't see clearly form my teary eyes so i bumped into a guy and was about to fall but i help on to his shirt and he held me by holding my waist. i wiped my tears straightened myself looked up to find Fahad just as shocked as i was looking into my eyes. i had flashbacks and remembered all the good times we had. i had to pour my heart out i can't handle this so all i said was. "Why? first you now your brother? whats wrong with your fuck'en family ha?"

     he looked at me confused "its you who didn't let me explain, you just jumped to conclusion and went straight into another guy's arms! AlJazi is my cousin Zain..."

     i looked at him shocked, confused, you name it. mixed emotions that i cant explain. when suddenly everything went BLACK.

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hope u enjoyed it...and to the people who asked, me and the other S are still friends ;D ind she is NOT a friend she is a SISTER.. luv you sis ;*

-S